Locked in my head


I think and I think.

I ruminate. I brood.

And the result?

More worry, more stress, more tension.

Could I have done this better?

Should I have kept quiet there?

What if they form a wrong opinion about me?

What if they expect more from me?

Why?

Why do I chain myself?

These invisible ropes bind me.

The whips lash me.

They choke me until I am immobilized.

I cannot move.

I cannot think.

I cannot breathe.

How do I free myself?

 

 

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s